this is horrible, why write this, no need to tell the world how you feel about this person you on about. So much for she still not acting her own age, well I think you the one who isn't acting your own age, if there is a problem between you two don't say it on here tell it to the person isn't not the whole fucking world. This is mean an bitchy, I would never write anything like this about my friends, so why should you. I don't know how old you are but act your fucking age. [FantasyFliss]
Holy crow. I hope you're okay. This entry is SO well written. I wish every suicidal person would think along the same lines as you with the "Never again" ~Kate[PearlsPlease]
Wow.... you know, I understand the desperation more than I'd admit to anyone that knew me.... but I'm really glad you changed your mind.... Things will get better, I promise. You're worth staying around and no matter how much you think your life doesn't make a difference you do, to more people in your life than you realize.... Trust me...[DIVAnonymous]
Do I make fun of people in a good way? ;_; lol I'd be scratching at David's face. D<
Sometimes - our problems are our own, and no-one can do anything about them. Don't feel bad. And sometimes - I won't want comforting - you know that. DX These are things that I have to get over myself, otherwise if I rely on you guys too much, you might not be there to help me out one day and I'll just... DIE.
Angel will get Dan one day. D< AND I, TOO, WILL BEAT JOSH TO A BLOODY, GINGER PULP.
...You did say that, didn't you? And I wont.Let.Anyone.Hurt.Finchey. *FOAMSATMOUTHRAAAAAAAAAWR*
I l u lol. You're like, the sister that doesn't pick on me. =D (As much as my blood one. >.>)
I know your stressing over this. And its clearly upsetting you.
But you shouldn't let it. Honestly, even though it disturbs you. It is you that he is with now. Not her. And i am sure that he isn't seeing it this way. The past is the past. Maybe you should talk to him about it? Instead of cutting.
...Don't worry. I won't tell. ... I can't say anything so make you feel better. I don't know what to say. These are your feelings. So... I'll prolly just ramble.
Richard's just a guy. Just some stupid guy.
Imagine the guts he must've had to tell you that? I mean... He HATES Lucy. Do you think he was proud of it anymore? It was a stupid f***ing thing for him to do. Something like that at his age...
And if he knew how sensitive you were to these kind of things, he most likely wouldn't have told you. But Richard's a good guy. He probably would've known by now (If he knows you at all) that it would hurt you. Really badly. So... He must've thought about it pretty hard.
Tilley - don't hurt yourself. None of this is your fault. It's Richard's for telling you. But then again, it's a good thing he did. Don't blame yourself. Don't blame Lucy. They were just a couple of kids. Stupid kids. Stupid f***ing children. Richard wanted you to know because he cares.
I'm hear for you, y'know? I know what's wrong. And I won't tell anyone. Because I don't want you to be sad. So... You can cry on my shoulder or whatever.
And don't kill yourself. Please don't... I don't wanna loose you... Especially not permenantly. And I'd never forgive Richard.
God, Tilley... I'm really sorry about this. How you feel... I'm really sorry.
honey, dont worry. she was just trying to make u feel miserable, u said sorry more times than i can count and she kept saying no. u apologysed for calling her what she truely is again and again and she kept making u feel worse even further. i dont trust boys too much so i dont know if hes worth it or not but she definitly isnt. shes just selfish. ignore her and after a while things will calm down. just for the record: even if a couple of months ahead things dont work out with the guy, sh*t happens it doenst have to do with choosing right or wrong. u dont frikin hav to choose thats stupid. she is the one choosing not to b ur friend so her loss...[preciouse]
I think you did the right thing.. thats wrong you don't stop talking to a friend cause she didn't choose you thats not a friend cause no matter what it is they should always be by your side no matter what...[bashfullbabygirl]
Honestly, I don't think your position is bad at all, and if anyone is any of those names you mentioned, then it's that one good friend of yours who is giving you an ultimatum.
Now if I read this correctly, she is the one who went out with him first and he broke up with her because she was cheating on him...well weather she was cheating or now, she had her chance. You liked him before they even went out.
Firstly, If I were you I would talk to Richard and make sure that these feelings are returned, and if they are then you need to do what you think is right.
Once again if this was me, I would go out with Richard, and your friend will either get over it and realize what it's like to be a good friend, or you'll lose a bad friend. Just remember, if someone doesn't make it to your future it's simply b/c they don't belong in it. If you lose her as a friend, in reality it is HER loss...
Originally, you were in her situation and you didn't give her the ultimatum when he liked her and you like him, you let her go out with him, and now it's her turn to return the favor. If she can't make the same sacrifice for you that you made for her then she's not a good friend.
Ehh, i used to think it wasfunny. Until it got to where a cuple of them seemed serious. Reid goes on and on about how much he is jealous of my boyfriend because he's "soooo lucky" cause he's with me. And he goes on and on, and never shuts up. And logan and jesse get wayy too physical sometimes. I used to think it was funny when it was just sexual jokes, But now, It's invading my personal space.[twirlgirl97]
I knwo what you mean.. Im one of those hoplesss romatics.. I hated seeing people who had pathetic crushes every week.. I wanted something serious.. Not just a 5th grade fling..
ive heard of gaara... some little kid i think? idk... but AWESOME show! and ill get working on ur pic as soon as im done with this other contest im doing... which ends tomorrow soooo ill probably tomorrow!! lol.. cant wait!
[LebronJamesForPres]
i LOVE naruto!!! im only on episode 12 tho!! but i want to try to draw ur character! dont know how good its gonna come out tho.. so is it a real person from the show? or no? cuz i havnt gotten very far in it... but i LOVE drawing(especially naruto/anime ppl!)
Hun, I think mist girls are like that. She will get over it soon enough. I am guilty of doing that too sometimes.. And when I do look back and realize that I completely ignored my friends for a guy, I feel like a horrid person. Soon she'll realize what she's doing, andshe will feel bad. You are being a good friend by listening to her
Oh I freaking know EXACTLY what you're talking about...I have this friend who just got a boyfriend (who is another one of my friends) and all she ever does is talk about him...David this, David that...and then when I get to talk about something she'll give me a one word answer and then go back to "David this, David that"...
WHAT THE HELL IS UP WITH PEOPLE??
Don't do anything drastic though...she probably doesn't even know she's doing it.
Some thoughts from a 41-year old man, a veteran of the dating wars. Your friends are correct.... stay away from this guy, if even for only a while. You and he may grow to be friends at some point, but for now steer clear, and let your (and his!) heart(s) heal up. ONLY WOMEN believe that "... it'll go better this time." Wrong. You now know what it's like to date him. He will not change, no matter what you think. (SIDE NOTE: WOMEN marry a man hoping he'll change; MEN marry a woman hoping she never changes.) Get on with your own life. As time passes, if you and he would do good to re-connect either as friends or lovers, proceed at that time as you will. [LarrySmith]
hey yours is same as mine a little bit.............but when i think about my dream...i just have this feeling i actually dont have any for myslef..but for others
1. most common is "its not mention in the story." which is more evident
2. we dont know for the exact location to find out for the location.
a. if it is located in the philippines:
-most bus are in red (philippine rabbit) which is often to get late
-most bus in visayas and mindanao area are in yellow and white colors... which are usually late comers
b. if it is located in america
- most of the bus there are in silver colors. or usually they are in blue-white colors
for colloquial answers:
1. usually i can say its slate
2. i can also quess its something that is almost the same are chocolate/milk chocolate
3. i dont have a clue :D
well most probably the answer lies on what they saw. and im not one of them to all i can say and the nearest answer that i can guess is, "im not there to tell"
you could alwayz try limewire! and you can also have a comment from me ^_^ but try and see if that works but if not i'm sorry i dont know of any other place
damn...i mean damn..sounds like my friends. Yeah i now how u feel, everybody's telling u what happened there story and expecting you 2 b on there side. and you don't want to hurt anybody...so you don't now what to do you just watch and listen....yeah i feel ya hun. Trick em...thats what i do...say ur gonna kick at ur house or some place...and have all them go there without them nowing everyone else is there...so you guys can talk it out sh*t....i mean you gotta help them...do what you gotta do.
part 1-go out with jeff, hes chagned, he really likes you ALOT!
part 2-Dont go out with jeff, hes cheated on you twice before...he'll do it again.
part 3- G out with hristian, he REALLY likes you, and you REALLY like him, and he only lives 4 hours away from you, you KNOW he wont cheat on you, he even gave you a test to make sure he could trust you; so you wouldnt cheat on him. hes perfect sarah.
part 4- dont go out with christian, you dont even know when you will see him again, besides hes a flirt.
ugh...this isnt cool..last night..jeff even dropped the "I Love You" bomb on me...
well..he has changed soooooo much...in soo many ways....he finally got hurt after he hurt me.........and i found out what all had happened to him in the 6 months that i didnt talk to him.........and last night he was giong on about how he likied me cause i was sweet&sexy&matuure, because i wasnt a bitch and i cared for my friends so much, and he said he understood if i didnt like him like he liked me......and he was helping me when i was crying last night.......and he was like tsnading up for me to other people....... hes gotten soo sweet nnow...he used to be an all-around jerk.....but not anymore..i found out stuff about him that only his family would know......and i think i still REALLY like him...but this is his last chance.........[twirlgirl97]
Well first of all. There's always a way for you to make a move. But, first, I think you should hug him. Make sure that you don't make a big deal about it. Just be like " I missed you!!! " But if you end up don't waiting, wait until you're both sitting, then kiss him on the cheek, because then you're about the same height. I'm sure that he wants everthing just as much as you do, since you've been going out so long. Just don't make a big deal out of it, just try getting used to hugging then make your way along at your own pace. Your being careful and shy is cute and a sign that you really like him. Good luck!
thank you for the comment. you have no idea how much that means to me..yes i have a quiet voice, and without music loud in my ear it is hard to sing loud. what i was listening to was a girl singing that song acapella in the background..i kept making it go quieter so the camera could hear me not her...i just have to have some kind of music when i sing...lol
i will reddo it later probably and take everyones advice and sing louder<333
hey, you shouldnt have to put up with that. just confront her and tell her the way that she's acting is annoying. maybe something is going wrong in her life. if she dont stop, stop talking to her. she'll get the message, hopefully. <3
hmm..maby theres something going on thats causing all of her nerves to to go crazy........ maby she feels like her friends dont really want to speak to her anymre...hmm..idk
so they made this diary public again??
YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!<3333333333
lol
yeah.....idk....i never really thought anything besides cutting helped....but now i know it only makes me feel good for a moment...it doesnt help the real problem...and i know its bad for me..ive quit for the most part..but its soo hard to quit....
AWww, thank you for the mention in one of your previous entries. I did it because I wanted you to continue to write ( I think that it is good for people to get things out) and I also knew you werent a trouble maker in here. You said your parents knew, and I thought that you were being quite grown up in that you made sure I knew, and that you informed me about it. Thanks...I wish more of our younger crew did this. :)
[MTDreaming]
hahah thats ok. Well hes quite manipulative and pretty much lied about everything. I only found out that after I stopped talking to him. He likes me but doesnt get the hint I dont like him lol. Its quite complicated. God Bless Love B[subtlechicka]
hi! sorry to hear about your heartbreaking troubles.
i have a question:
if you can't talk about your feelings with the person you love, is it worth being with them in the first place?
take care of you, and consider moving on...
it might feel like the end of the world, hon, but there are loads of other guys out there who are very interested and will think you're soooo special! take care of YOU!
i had the same problem. I know its hard, and i know it hurts. Tell your friends to stop, and if they dont, then there not real friends. And about him, talk to him. its all you can do. ask him whats wrong, and if he gives you some lame exuse like "im just tired" (thats wat my bf did) then say " no really, i need to know, whats REALLY wrong?" cause you have every right to no. and if he dosnt tell you, i know this is hard, but ask him if he just wants to be friends, and if he says yes then at least your relationship wont end with heartbrake (like mine did, beleive me, i wihs i wouldve done that, cuz after me and my bf broke up he HATED me, and that hurt worse then breaking up.)
I saw somewhere that you were telling someone that you are 12, you are not allowed to have a diary in here, and I am pretty sure that either you have ignored the TOU or have not read them.
I will quote from the COPPA law, that has been in place for many years, and I will make your diary private..
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i read a small pic thing from tiny pics that was funny
it said "having your true love break up with you and say we can still be friends, is like having your dog die and your mom say you can still kepp it" i thought it was funny but sad cause it sounds like what im going through
well we'v been dating for a year and he should get it i mean thats not the only reason and he knows that he just...ugh! idk, well thanx for da comment, i'll try it.DAMN i understand your probs like your friends should get over that, you choose who you spend your time with, and it sounds like you even it i mean you DID spend time with them didnt you? gawd! that gives them no right to take your stuff![Acasha]
yaa....sorry 4 that last comment. wen i posted that i was in a pissed off mood cause of everything thats goin on right now and so i was a bitch....again i am sorry
i thought i was over him until the other day at a friends party..he was there to.....i mean he flirts with like EVERYON...so i guess him flirting with mee too was no big deal. But the moment i saw him, My heart fell, I realized that I still loved him more than anything.
Well after we broke up I did talk to him. He admittedto telling that girl he loved her. He said he was just confused about something and didnt know how to tell me he had feelings for one of my friends. He said he was stupid&screwed up and thought he should die for hurting me.
I told him I couldnt take him back until I knew I could trust him.
And so he called me and we just started talking like friends. And when we hung up he thought we were going back out cause I toold him I still Loved him. I told him that no one asked anyone back out.
Then he started telling me that he thought we were better off as friends, that us breaking up was a good thing.
But now he's telling everyone he REALLY likes me still. But the thing is, He said that as soon as I told someone I kinda liked them but still LOVED cameron.And he knows i kinda like that person. So I think he was over at the guys house wen I told that guy. And now everyone is saying "sarah, cameron told me you like ryan".
So im not sure if me kinda likeing someone else hurt him or not. And if it did, ohmyf***inggod, im gonna feel sooooooooooooo bad.
But he tried calling me, but i wasnt home, and now everytime i try to ta talk to him, he doesnt repley to messages, lets his cell ring until i get to the answering machine, and never returns calls...........
I have some advice for you but first sorry for not e-mailing you back I got grounded again because of my evil cow of a nan.
Anyway here`s my advice: Don`t talk to your friend again intill you are calm enough not to say or do anything stupid!
Trust me on this Becky been there done that!
And try and find out your friend`s side of the story too, There could be more to it that you do`nt know about it!
Also she seemed to go to a great length to stop you seeing your boyfriend, There might be more to it than her just wanting you to be at the clan!
Good luck and remember she is still your best friend and any decent friend willl not take long to ask for forgivenessas long, (as you don`t say anything mean to scare them away)
Also in your reply to the warriorcat roleplay keep me updated I hope everything turns out okay!
I'm sorry... but I can't put in your song request because people are complaining that I played it too much ( i had it twice before ) But i'll put it in here so that you can still listen to it!!! Feel free to request something else!!!
[llamalucious]
Ok, I'll look you up. Them were some awesome names. My username on that is the_mighty_ones My bro and sis share it w/ me but they don't go on it. And I still aint figured out how to feed them since they changed it.[poemchic]
hey thanx for the comment...ugh im SOOO confused. ive talked to cameron...he doesnt like me at all anymore....i guess im getting over him too(finally). ive realized that "we" will never be.....and i know i have to let that go...no matter how hard it is..i HAVe to do it...hey i wrote a new entry.........
lol..its more information about the part,...some of its funnier than all hell..but i 4got to go into detail about the cupcake fight.....lmao..that was freaking great...lol
I have one of them.[[account there]] I should feed them... I would adopt the one and name the other... idk, I have a hard time w/ names too. The last one I made's name is like So_cute_and_feathery. lmao. lil sisters!
I love your entry. Pretty. =] Im a black belt in taekwondo. Anyways. Long Version::
I was upset that he hadnt contacted me in 12 hours without telling me where he was going. He knows I worry about things a lot and he knows that I always think the worst will happen. Then when he finally contacted me he was like "I want to sleep" which pissed me off cause he never ever stays with me or talks to me when I have a problem. Then we stayed up til 12:30 talking about it. I think thats about it I cant remember other details at the moment.
hahaha my 1st kiss was actually cus of my friend......but accidentaly, unbelievable, but yeah, dats how it happened.lol =]
umm, make urslef comfortable w/ him 1st.....hold his hand. have an "akward" moment of silence, look at him gently in da eyes, and kiss him..........lol........idk it sounds romantic, but DONT get ur friend into it, guys HATE it, lol
ok 1st of all u might have 2 make da 1st move....an 1 of da worst things u can do is get ur friend 2 talk 2 him about it most of da time it jux makes u look stupid an very shy....so ill give u da advice dat my friend gave me 1 time....1st make sure u r really commfortable wit him an dat yall hug a lot....den slowly give him jux a kiss on da cheek den work 4rm der as in give him da kisses closer an closer 2 his mouth....it works but most of da time it works better wen its da guy wantin da kiss....but if u want da kiss now it never sounds weird wen u ask a guy 2 kiss u....or atleast it never did wen i asked my ex....so jux try it an let me kno wat happens....tootlez[PurtyButAlone]
He may not like you getting your friend into it.You could try just dropping hints to him or get someone to (just) drop hints.He might be shy to because some guys are and they are afraid to make the move.So maybe you should be the one to kiss him.Go with that one comment and go to the movies.It is true about them thinking or wanting it.If you want it i think you should just go for it.I know your shy but still i th
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